18:69

قَالَ سَتَجِدُنِيٓ إِن شَآءَ ٱللَّهُ صَابِرٗا وَلَآ أَعۡصِي لَكَ أَمۡرٗا

Qala satajidunee in shaa Allahu sabiran wala aAAsee laka amran

[Moses] said, "You will find me, if Allah wills, patient, and I will not disobey you in [any] order."

Word by word
  1. قَالَHe said
  2. سَتَجِدُنِيٓYou will find me
  3. إِنif
  4. شَآءَAllah wills
  5. ٱللَّهُAllah wills
  6. صَابِرٗاpatient
  7. وَلَآand not
  8. أَعۡصِيI will disobey
  9. لَكَyour
  10. أَمۡرٗاorder
Al-Kahf · 18:69Makkah

You will find me patient, if Allah wills.

A sincere promise that leaned on Allah


Musa's promise
if Allah willsthe lesson of verse 23
patientwith what I see
obedientin everything
What the promise rests on
my willpowerI've got this
Allah's willI'll try, with His help

Musa answered: if Allah wills, you will find me patient with whatever I see, and I will not go against you in anything. Just verses earlier, Allah taught to say If Allah wills about the future.

Before a new diet, a new job, a new routine of reading Quran, you say: I will definitely stick to it. Make the promise and tie it to Allah's help, not just your willpower.

If I want it badly enough, I will keep my promise.

I promise sincerely and lean on Allah to help me keep it.

Try this

Make one small promise to yourself today, say In sha Allah, and ask Allah to help you keep it.

Simplified reflection. Read the tafsir for scholarship.draft
Tafsir Ibn Kathir (shared passage from 18:66)

Musa said to him: "May I follow you so that you teach me something of that knowledge which you have been taught (by Allah)? (66)He said: "Verily, you will not be able to have patience with me! (67)"And how can you have patience about a thing which you know not? (68)Musa said: "If Allah wills, you will find me patient, and I will not disobey you in aught. (69)He said: "Then, if you follow me, ask me not about anything till I myself mention of it to you. (70)

Musa meeting with Al-Khidr and accompanying Him

Allah tells us what Musa said to that learned man, who was Al-Khidr. He was one to whom Allah had given knowledge that He had not given to Musa, just as He had given Musa knowledge that He had not given to Al-Khidr.

قَالَ لَهُ مُوسَىٰ هَلْ أَتَّبِعُكَ

(Musa said to him: "May I follow you...") This is a question phrased in gentle terms, with no sense of force or coercion. This is the manner in which the seeker of knowledge should address the scholar.

أَتَّبِعُكَ

(I follow you) means, I accompany you and spend time with you.

عَلَىٰ أَن تُعَلِّمَنِ مِمَّا عُلِّمْتَ رُشْدًا

(so that you teach me something of that knowledge which you have been taught) meaning, teach me something from that which Allah has taught you so that I may be guided by it and learn something beneficial and do righteous deeds. At this point,

قَالَ

(He said) meaning, Al-Khidr said to Musa,

إِنَّكَ لَن تَسْتَطِيعَ مَعِيَ صَبْرًا

(Verily, you will not be able to have patience with me!) meaning, 'You will not be able to accompany with me when you see me doing things that go against your law, because I have knowledge from Allah that He has not taught you, and you have knowledge from Allah that He has not taught me. Each of us has responsibilities before Allah that the other does not share, and you will not be able to stay with me,'

وَكَيْفَ تَصْبِرُ عَلَىٰ مَا لَمْ تُحِطْ بِهِ خُبْرًا

(And how can you have patience about a thing which you know not?) 'For I know that you will denounce me justifiably, but I have knowledge of Allah's wisdom and the hidden interests which I can see but you cannot.'

قَالَ

(He said) meaning, Musa said:

سَتَجِدُنِي إِن شَاءَ اللَّهُ صَابِرًا

(If Allah wills, you will find me patient,) with whatever I see of your affairs,

وَلَا أَعْصِي لَكَ أَمْرًا

(and I will not disobey you in aught.) means, 'I will not go against you in anything.' At that point, Al-Khidr, upon him be peace, set a condition:

قَالَ فَإِنِ اتَّبَعْتَنِي فَلَا تَسْأَلْنِي عَن شَيْءٍ

(Then, if you follow me, ask me not about anything) do not initiate any discussion of the matter,

حَتَّىٰ أُحْدِثَ لَكَ مِنْهُ ذِكْرًا

(till I myself mention of it to you.) meaning, 'until I initiate the discussion, before you ask me about it.'