20:67

فَأَوۡجَسَ فِي نَفۡسِهِۦ خِيفَةٗ مُّوسَىٰ

Faawjasa fee nafsihi kheefatan moosa

And he sensed within himself apprehension, did Moses.

Word by word
  1. فَأَوۡجَسَSo sensed
  2. فِيin
  3. نَفۡسِهِۦhimself
  4. خِيفَةٗa fear
  5. مُّوسَىٰMusa
Taha · 20:67Makkah

Musa felt a fear inside him.

Fear for the people, not for himself


Musa's worry
the illusionfilling the valley
might deceive
the peoplebefore he could act
What his fear was
for himselfscared of snakes
for the peoplethat they would be misled

Ibn Kathir explains Musa feared for the people, that they would be tested and deceived by the magic before he even had a chance to throw. A prophet felt fear in himself, quietly. It was fear on behalf of others.

Your teenager is getting pulled in by an online crowd. You feel a knot in your stomach. That fear is a kind of love. It is not a lack of faith. Bring it to Allah.

Feeling afraid means my trust in Allah is weak.

Musa felt fear for others. That kind of fear can sit next to trust.

Try this

Make dua today for one person you are worried will be misled.

Simplified reflection. Read the tafsir for scholarship.draft
Tafsir Ibn Kathir (shared passage from 20:65)

They said: "O Musa! Either you throw first or we be the first to throw? (65)[Musa] said: "Nay, throw you (first)!" Then behold! their ropes and their sticks, by their magic, appeared to him as though they moved fast (66)So Musa conceived fear in himself (67)We (Allah) said: "Fear not! Surely, you will have the upper hand. (68)"And throw that which is in your right hand! It will swallow up that which they have made. That which they have made is only a magician's trick, and the magician will never be successful, to whatever amount (of skill) he may attain. (69)So the magicians fell down prostrate. They said: "We believe in the Lord of Harun and Musa. (70)

The Competition, Musa's Victory, and the Magician's Faith

Allah, the Exalted, informs about the magicians when they met Musa, that they said to Musa,

إِمَّا أَن تُلْقِيَ

("Either you throw first...") meaning, "you go first."

وَإِمَّا أَن نَّكُونَ أَوَّلَ مَنْ أَلْقَىٰ - قَالَ بَلْ أَلْقُوا

("...or we be the first to throw?" (Musa) said: "Nay, throw you (first)!") This means, 'you magicians should go first so that we can see what magic you are going to perform and so that the true state of their affair will become obvious to the people.'

فَإِذَا حِبَالُهُمْ وَعِصِيُّهُمْ يُخَيَّلُ إِلَيْهِ مِن سِحْرِهِمْ أَنَّهَا تَسْعَىٰ

(Then behold! their ropes and their sticks, by their magic, appeared to him as though they moved fast.) In another Ayah it says that when they threw,

وَقَالُوا بِعِزَّةِ فِرْعَوْنَ إِنَّا لَنَحْنُ الْغَالِبُونَ

(Then said: "By the might of Fir'awn, it is we who will certainly win!")[26:44] And Allah, the Exalted, says,

سَحَرُوا أَعْيُنَ النَّاسِ وَاسْتَرْهَبُوهُمْ وَجَاءُوا بِسِحْرٍ عَظِيمٍ

(They bewitched the eyes of the people, and struck terror into them, and they displayed a great magic.)(7:116) Here, He says in this Surah,

فَإِذَا حِبَالُهُمْ وَعِصِيُّهُمْ يُخَيَّلُ إِلَيْهِ مِن سِحْرِهِمْ أَنَّهَا تَسْعَىٰ

(Then behold! their ropes and their sticks, by their magic, appeared to him as though they moved fast.) They were a large numbered group and each one of them threw a stick and a rope until the valley became full of snakes piled on top of each other. Concerning Allah's statement,

فَأَوْجَسَ فِي نَفْسِهِ خِيفَةً مُّوسَىٰ

(So Musa conceived fear in himself.) This means that he feared for the people that they would be tested and deceived by their magic before he could even have a chance to throw what was in his right hand. Thus, Allah revealed to him at the right moment, to throw what was in his right hand, which was the stick. When he did so, it swallowed what they had made. It became a huge, monstrous creature with legs, a neck, a head and fangs. It went after these ropes and sticks until none of them remained, except that it was devoured and swallowed by this beast. At the same time, the magicians and all of the people were watching with their own eyes, seeing this amazing event in broad daylight. Thus, the miracle was performed and the evidence was clear. The truth prevailed and the magic was proven to be falsehood. This is why Allah said,

إِنَّمَا صَنَعُوا كَيْدُ سَاحِرٍ ۖ وَلَا يُفْلِحُ السَّاحِرُ حَيْثُ أَتَىٰ

(That which they have made is only a magician's trick, and the magician will never be successful, to whatever amount (of skill) he may attain.) So when the magicians saw the event and witnessed it with their own eyes, while they were knowledgeable of the various tricks and methods in the sciences of magic, they knew with conviction that what Musa had done was not magic or illusionary tricks. They recognized that it was the truth without any doubt. They knew that no one had any power to do this except for One Who says for a thing "Be," and it is. Therefore, when this happened, they fell down into prostration to Allah. They said, "We believe in the Lord of all that exists, the Lord of Musa and Harun!" This is why Ibn 'Abbas and 'Ubayd bin 'Umayr both said, "At the beginning of the day they were magicians and at the end of the day they were outstanding witnesses of faith."

The Number of Magicians

Ibn Abi Hatim recorded that Ibn 'Abbas said, "The magicians were seventy men who were magicians in the morning, but witnesses of faith by the time evening came." Ibn Abi Hatim also reported that Al-Awza'i said, "When the magicians fell down in prostration, Paradise was raised up before them until they were looking at it." It is reported from Sa'id bin Jubayr that he said concerning Allah's statement,

فَأُلْقِيَ السَّحَرَةُ سُجَّدًا

(So the magicians fell down prostrate.) "They saw their places (in Paradise) made clear before them while they were in their prostration." 'Ikrimah and Al-Qasim bin Abi Bizzah both said the same.